HI all….

Well yes in the start of October I went through another meltdown and things where looking preity grim, I started having bad thoughts and very strange dreams again so as you could imagine no sleep for me.

I found that I had some issue with bloody coming out of areas that it should not have been and so of to the doctor i went for ultrasounds, blood tests and anything else they could do.

After all the test all come back fine and no problems? this was strange and a mystery to every one, then it happened.

I woke up at 4 am one morning and felt a sharp pain in the stomach so I went to sit on the toilet, as I was sitting there I could fell that my head was feeling dizzy so i brassed my self on the walls trying to stay focused, well i closed my eyes for what seemed like a micro second and opened them again and found my self on the ground with an egg the size of a small bread butter plate (to this date 6 weeks late rs has still resided but not gone) and calling out for my wife for help, see I had been knocked out for over 1.5 hours and had really got myself in a state of unrest, I proceeded to have a shower to help cool my body down and then made my way back to the bed room and straight into bed.

I lied there for a few hours as I could not walk or stand, so rest was the only option.

At about 9am the room started to spin and I had no control over the spinning, so it was at this stage I called the hospital and got an ambulance down to the house, when the ambulance driver arrived I thing he thought I had been drinking or something as he did not belive my story? when stable the driver even mad me walk to the ambulance by my self and also just sit in the rear chair holding on so i did not fall over? what a joke but hey that makes for a whole new story, afterarriving at the hospital with my son, the doctor and nurse where very nice and placed my head in a brace and a iv drip in my arm to get fluids into myself, at this point my son got scared and started to cry seeing me like this and blood coming from my arm out of the drip, the doctor stabilized me and then sent me of for a cat scan of the head to see if i had any internal swelling or bleeding but all come back fine, bye this time my wife arrived with my daughter and setting my son down all was good, I was released after around 4 hours and sent home to rest.

Over the next week i had numerous doctors and specialist appointments and got the all clear, the doctor thought it was a diseased heart so I even had ultra sounds on that but all was good.

Now 6 weeks on from the fall I still fell dizzy when standing and still have a small lump on the head but Hy all is ok and hopefully I will be back at work very soon…..